Not of importance

I'm literally afraid to go to the kitchen to get water because I'm scared I'll eat. Like FEAR. Other than that and the desire to just eat today has been good, so far I'm really pushing through my doubts like not eating and stoping exercising. Been pretty good, except I hate school and am going to get bitched at tomorrow for not drawing a interpretation of a Canadian right, I can't WAIT to go to collage and never be asked to make a mother fucking collage or comic or interpretive drawing.