*The Fight For Perfection

Just a story, just another teenage whale bitching about life through insecurities.

Friday, August 31, 2012

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Everything's fucked, I'm no exception. Right now I'm using this blog to log my healthy diet trial information, hopefully making it public will give me some inspiration to succeed. I have suffered for anorexia, bulimia, and binge eating disorder before, and if you have ever 'recovered' from any of those you know that they never really go away. so that might make this a bit more difficult. anyhow this is just a mental teen girls blog. I'll mainly be talking about dieting, parties, drugs, drama, etcetera. you know..teenage pussy stuff. http://lumin--essence.tumblr.com/
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Status/Plan

Goal-
weight: 92 achieve, 95 average
bust: 32-39
waist: 24
hips: 28 but I'll settle for 30( cause my bones are literally 30)

height - 5'2
Highest weight: 123
lowest weight: 78
starting weight - 119 lbs
starting waist- 29 inch
starting hips - 33 inch

current weight:110
waist: 28
hips:32.5

goals -
115 {x}
110 { x}
105 {}
100 {}
95 {}
92 {}
90 {}
88 {}

Blog Archive

  • August 2012 (1)
  • July 2012 (2)
  • June 2012 (8)
  • May 2012 (5)
  • March 2011 (1)
  • December 2010 (5)
  • November 2010 (13)
  • October 2010 (17)
  • September 2010 (4)

Blog roll

  • "Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels"
  • <3 ...ForTheGirlsWhoDon'tBelong... <3
  • * Asylum for the Insane *
  • *Wonderland*
  • +++ana banana+++
  • -starving for satisfaction-
  • ... Beautifully Thin ...
  • .....
  • ...Sweet Suffering...
  • ..::Flowers of Evil::..
  • .:: Seductive Beauty ::.
  • Control
  • A Blog: Fragile Existence
  • a deadly pact
  • A Head Full of Beauty
  • A journey to bones.
  • A moment on the lips...
  • A Skinny Obsession
  • A Spoonful of Empty Space
  • A Thin Desperation
  • A Toxic Life.. by Meggy
  • All The Makings of Insanity
  • Always Nearly There
  • Ana and Me
  • Ana inside me
  • ANa XOXO
  • Ana, Are You There?
  • Ana's Journal
  • Ana's Lovely Bones
  • Angela Around The Corner
  • Angels have to be lightweight to be able to fly.
  • Anne And Ana
  • baby steps
  • beautiful lunacy.
  • Beautiful, Thin, Ana, Me
  • Beautiful?
  • Beauty and Bones
  • Behind the Fat
  • Big Dreams With A Smallness Theme
  • Broken Butterfly
  • Dying to Be Thin
  • for ever Thin
  • Forty Three Kilograms
  • Only Memories.
  • Quest For Perfection: Pro Ana
  • The Pro Ana Lifestyle
  • thin forever
  • Titling The Hourglass.
  • Total Thinspo!
  • Yummy Secrets - A ProAna Blog
  • Zero Is Love

Followers

hopes

1.find a group of friends I can be affinity with []

2. think I'm attractive

3.find a boyfriend I actually like and fall into a lame love.

4.know your dream

5. overcome an obstacle that is more physical than emotional trauma


6.be open with yourself

7.be okay with yourself

8. not be the ugly friend

9. do enough things that i would make me feel like ive experienced enough to happily die
finish- be happy
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